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Jan. 4th, 2014

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TVXQ's and JYJ's MVs/PVs Compilation Official/Unofficial Link.

This is random from me, as I don't know what should I post. But I'd like to post something. LOL.
Though this post is random, but I have been planning and doing it for awhile. Still, I'm not done yet completing it.
The reason I'm doing this is because sometimes I found the MV which uploaded at unofficial account has bigger number of views than the official ones. I feel a bit frustrated about this. Why? Well, it's kind of disappointing to be honest, because if you watch the video from the official ones, then your view is counted and it become a plus point.

Nowadays, "views" is an importan proof of someone or something being popular and known. Let's see about PSY's Gangnam Style. He became so famous in almost short periodic of time just from Youtube's views world wide. And you know what, Cassiopeia? WE ARE WORLD WIDE TOO! We are the biggest, loyal, passionate fans with unwavering and undying faith and love. So why can't our boys' MVs being spectacular just as PSY's? Okay, actually we have a history about Mirotic's MV and now just because some asshole being asshole, the very proof and the pride of those MV is been doubted. Even I don't know and couldn't prove it with my own eyes about it. Yeah, I'm new in this fandom. Somehow it makes me, again, so frustrated because I have many things I have to disclosure about DB5K.

Well, my point is Let's invest our time to watch TVXQ's or JYJ's MVs/PVs on their official channel. Listen there often, share them. Spread the love of it.

We don't really need people to acknowledge us as being great fandom, just show them how we've been doing it. ^^

Btw, because some of these list has the unofficial ones (since the official channel didn't/don't upload it yet),
So, if I found or there are the official ones, I'll post it instead later.

Regards,
Mihi.
~~

Music/Promotional Videos

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This is random from me, as I don&#39;t know what should I post. But I&#39;d like to post something. LOL.
Though this post is random, but I have been planning and doing it for awhile. Still, I&#39;m not done yet completing it.
The reason I&#39;m doing this is because <i>sometimes </i>I found the MV which uploaded at unofficial account has bigger number of views than the official ones. I feel a bit frustrated about this. <u>Why</u>? Well, it&#39;s kind of disappointing to be honest, because if you watch the video from the official ones, then your view is counted and it become a <i>plus </i>point.

Nowadays, &quot;views&quot; is an <i>importan </i> proof of someone or something being popular and known. Let&#39;s see about PSY&#39;s Gangnam Style. He became so famous in almost short periodic of time just from Youtube&#39;s views world wide. And you know what, <b><i>Cassiopeia</i></b>? WE ARE WORLD WIDE TOO! We are the <i><b>biggest</b></i><i><b>, loyal, passionate fans with unwavering and undying faith and love.</b></i> So why can&#39;t our boys&#39; MVs being spectacular just as PSY&#39;s? <span style="font-size:0.7em;">Okay, actually we have a history about Mirotic&#39;s MV and now just because some <i>asshole</i> being <i>asshole</i>, the very proof and the pride of those MV is been doubted. Even I don&#39;t know and couldn&#39;t prove it with my own eyes about it. Yeah, I&#39;m new in this fandom. Somehow it makes me, <i>again,</i> so frustrated because I have many things I have to disclosure about DB5K.</span>

Well, my point is <b>Let&#39;s invest our time to watch TVXQ&#39;s or JYJ&#39;s MVs/PVs on their official channel</b>. <b>Listen there often, shar</b><b>e them. Spread the love of it. </b>

We don&#39;t really need people to acknowledge us as being <i>great fandom</i>, <u>just show them how we&#39;ve been doing it</u>. ^^

Btw, because some of these list has the unofficial ones (since the official channel didn&#39;t/don&#39;t upload it yet),
So, if I found or there are the official ones, I&#39;ll post it instead later.

Regards,
Mihi.
~<span><strong><span>&hearts;</span></strong></span>~
<div style="text-align: center;"><p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size:1.8em;"><span><span class="fbUnderline">Music/Promotional Videos</span></span></span></p><p style="text-align: left;"><span </span></p><p style="text-align: left;"><span><strong>English</strong></span></p><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>1st <strong>Hug </strong>(<strong>International Version</strong>) -&nbsp;Tri-Angl <strong </strong></span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts;</span></strong> <a href="http://bit.ly/U6vyPT" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/U6vyPT</a></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>2nd <strong>Jesus, Joy Of Man&#39;s Desiring</strong> (A cappella) -&nbsp;Christmas Gift from 동방신 <strong </strong></span>
<p><span><strong><span><span>&hearts; </span></span></strong><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FUBbhmb&amp;h=wAQFXt0cz&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/UBbhmb</a></span></p></li></ul><p style="text-align: left;"><span </span></p><p style="text-align: left;"><span </span></p><p style="text-align: left;"><span><strong>Korean</strong></span></p><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>1st <strong>Hug</strong><strong><strong><span </span></strong></strong></span>
<p><span><strong><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FOzeUuF&amp;h=JAQHkQxoZ&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/OzeUuF</a></span><strong><strong><span </span></strong></strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span><strong><span><span </span></span></strong>2nd <strong>My Little Princess</strong> (a cappella)&nbsp <strong><span </span></strong></span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FO0tpX9&amp;h=3AQG3p0ZQ&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/O0tpX9</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>3rd <strong>My Little Princess </strong></span>
<p><span><strong><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong><span><a href="http://bit.ly/Qwc2tS" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/Qwc2tS</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>4th <strong>The Way U Ar <strong </strong></strong></span>
<p><span><strong><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FPnlI9p&amp;h=DAQEK-01H&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/PnlI9p</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>5th 믿어요 (<strong>I Believe</strong>) Version 1</span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts;</span></strong> <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FTOKCRK&amp;h=5AQH61yjK&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/TOKCRK</a></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>6th 믿어요 (<strong>I Believe</strong>) Version 2</span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><strong><span </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FSY8WyV&amp;h=GAQH-8D1y&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/SY8WyV</a></span><strong><span><span </span></span></strong><strong><span><span> </span></span></strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>7th <strong>Thanks To</strong </span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FPRUSbK&amp;h=VAQGBVfT_&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/PRUSbK</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>8th <strong>Tri-Angle</strong> (feat. BoA and The TRAX)</span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FU16GOg&amp;h=JAQHkQxoZ&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/U16GOg</a></span><strong><span><span </span></span></strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>9th <strong>Whatever They Say</strong> (a cappella </span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FQSmNqU&amp;h=2AQEKp39C&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/QSmNqU</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>10th <strong>Drive</strong> 2004 Summer Vacation in SMTown.co </span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FPnlijc&amp;h=HAQG8mL85&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/Pnlijc</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>11th <strong>Hot Mail </strong>(여름편지)</span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FSTzsPn&amp;h=dAQGCr92Z&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/STzsPn</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>12th <strong>Hi Ya Ya</strong> 여름날 (Hi Ya Ya Summer Day <strong>- Bora Bora Version</strong>)</span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FPGywZZ&amp;h=MAQG2OyeX&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/PGywZZ</a></span><strong><span><span </span></span></strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>13th <strong>Hi Ya Ya</strong> 여름날 (Hi Ya Ya Summer Day <strong>-</strong> <strong>Train Version</strong>)</span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FO0xw5g&amp;h=5AQH61yjK&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/O0xw5g</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>14th <strong>Rising Sun&nbsp;&nbsp; </strong>&amp; &nbsp;&nbsp; <strong>Holding Back The Tears</strong></span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FSY9apT&amp;h=WAQFqO9v4&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/SY9apT</a </span><strong><span </span></strong><strong><span>&nbsp; &hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FSTsuK2&amp;h=xAQFxO0av&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/STsuK2</a></span><strong><span><span </span></span></strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>15th <strong>Rising Sun </strong>(<strong>LG Mobile Version</strong> </span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FOzk8Xx&amp;h=2AQEKp39C&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/Ozk8Xx</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>16th <strong>Tonight </strong></span>
<p><span><strong><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FQGiamZ&amp;h=UAQHAw_y3&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/QGiamZ</a></span><strong><strong><span </span></strong></strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>17th <strong>Beautiful Life </strong></span>
<p><span><strong><strong><span>&hearts;</span></strong></strong><span> <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FV6iJsJ&amp;h=EAQGXGZki&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/V6iJsJ</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>18th <strong>One</strong> (A Millionaire&#39;s First Love Trailer)</span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FPGDea6&amp;h=SAQGYggFn&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/PGDea6</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>19th 약속했던 그때에 (<strong>Always There&hellip;</strong> </span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FP6gioG&amp;h=3AQG3p0ZQ&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/P6gioG</a></span><strong><span <span </span></span></strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>20th <strong>Free Your Mind</strong> (feat. Trax) (1st Live Tour Captures)</span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FP6kyoc&amp;h=GAQH-8D1y&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/P6kyoc</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>21st <strong>Jesus, Joy of Man&#39;s Desiring</strong> (A cappella) + 마법의 성 (<strong>Magic Castle</strong>) Christmas Gift from 동방신기</span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FOze5SD&amp;h=CAQF2K3nV&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/Oze5SD</a></span><strong><span <span </span></span></strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>22nd <strong>Insa</strong> (A Millionaire&#39;s First Love OST)</span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FVjCZ8K&amp;h=sAQFKaDzV&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/VjCZ8K</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>23rd &quot;O&quot;-正.反.合. (<strong>&quot;O&quot;-Jung.Ban.Hap.</strong> </span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FQGhaiQ&amp;h=lAQGLLwkE&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/QGhaiQ</a></span><strong><span </span></strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>24th 풍선 (<strong>Balloons</strong>)</span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FPGw3OX&amp;h=lAQGLLwkE&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/PGw3OX</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>25th 세상에 단 하나뿐인 마음 (<strong>You&#39;re my miracle</strong>) (2nd live tour captures)</span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FQEIEoE&amp;h=9AQFhKX9J&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/QEIEoE</a></span><strong><span </span></strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>26th<strong> Show Me Your Love</strong> w/ Super Junior Show Me Your Love</span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FPRMLw1&amp;h=qAQFocxDd&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/PRMLw1</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>27th <strong>Fighting Spirit of Dong Bang</strong> 동방의 투혼</span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><span><span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FSuOs0W&amp;h=LAQFIvpKm&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/SuOs0W</a></span></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>28th <strong>Fighting Spirit of Dong Bang</strong> 동방의 투혼 (Korea National Football Team Official Image Song Version </span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts;</span></strong><span> </span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>29th 태양은 가득히 (<strong>Red Sun</strong>) w/ SM Town 2006 Summer SMTow </span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts </span></strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>30th <strong>Snow Dream</strong> w/ SM Town 2006 Winter SMTow </span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts </span></strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>31st 여행을 떠나요 (<strong>Let&#39;s go on a trip</strong>) w/ SM Town 2007 Summer SMTown</span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts; </span></strong><a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FYZ4Ks5&amp;h=BAQGw9Ika&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/YZ4Ks5</a></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>32nd 사랑 하나죠 (<strong>Only Love</strong>) w/ SM Town 2007 Winter SMTow </span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts </span></strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>33rd <strong>Purple Line</strong </span>
<p><span>&hearts; <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FQGfgyt&amp;h=oAQH3p4v4&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/QGfgyt</a></span></p></li></ul><p style="text-align: left;"></p><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>34th 주문 (<strong>Mirotic</strong>)</span>
<p><span><span>&hearts;</span><span> <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FP62Ml3&amp;h=MAQG2OyeX&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/P62Ml3</a </span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>35th 주문 (<strong>Mirotic</strong>) (<strong>Dance version</strong>)</span>
<p><span>&hearts; <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FQGyd48&amp;h=yAQGSg65S&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/QGyd48</a></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>36th <strong>Wrong Number</strong></span>
<p><span><strong><span>&hearts;</span></strong><span> <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FUC8TtY&amp;h=gAQEY7hJo&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/UC8TtY</a></span><strong><span </span></strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>37th <strong>Wrong Numbe</strong>r (<strong>Dance version</strong>)</span>
<p><span>&hearts; <a href="http://bit.ly/RuRTaB" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/RuRTaB</a><strong> </strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>38th 악녀 (<strong>Are You a Good Girl?</strong>) (3rd live tour captures)</span>
<p><span>&hearts; <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FPGwyIP&amp;h=xAQFxO0av&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/PGwyIP</a> </span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>39th 노을..바라보다 (<strong>Picture of You</strong>)</span>
<p><span>&hearts; <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FSuVpig&amp;h=uAQFJptVb&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/SuVpig</a><strong> </strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>40th 왜 (<strong>Keep Your Head Down</strong>)</span>
<p><span>&hearts; <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FSYajNZ&amp;h=EAQGXGZki&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/SYajNZ</a><strong> </strong></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>41st 왜 (<strong>Keep Your Head Down</strong>) (Dance Version A)</span>
<p><span><span>&hearts; <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FQGlrTh&amp;h=RAQEQ_IAi&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/QGlrTh</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>42nd 왜 (<strong>Keep Your Head Down</strong>) (Dance Version B)</span>
<p><span><span>&hearts; <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FSxQMU8&amp;h=1AQELh4si&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/SxQMU8</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>43rd 믿기 싫은 이야기 (<strong>How Can I</strong>)</span>
<p><span><span>&hearts; <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FQShBU1&amp;h=2AQEKp39C&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/QShBU1</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>44th 이것만은 알고 가 (<strong>Before U Go</strong>)</span>
<p><span><span>&hearts; <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FP6iDjv&amp;h=5AQH61yjK&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/P6iDjv</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>45th <strong>Athena</strong> (Athena Trailer)</span>
<p><span><span>&hearts; <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FSuNmlF&amp;h=VAQGBVfT_&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/SuNmlF</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>46th 이것만은 알고 가 (<strong>Before U Go</strong>) (Full Version)</span>
<p><span><span>&hearts; <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FQiRK8G&amp;h=-AQHpCELl&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/QiRK8G</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>47th 이것만은 알고 가 <strong>(Before U Go</strong>) (Dance Version)</span>
<p><span><span>&hearts; <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FPnnbN1&amp;h=YAQEqt8AN&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/PnnbN1</a></span></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>48th <strong>Catch Me</strong></span>
<p><span>&hearts; <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FQEyGDz&amp;h=vAQFUYCb5&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/QEyGDz</a></span></p></li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>49th <strong>Humanoid </strong></span>
<p><span>&hearts; <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fbit.ly%2FTUgsza&amp;h=cAQEadx2C&amp;s=1" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://bit.ly/TUgsza</a></span></p></li></ul><p style="text-align: left;"><span </span></p><p style="text-align: left;"><span>Japanese</span></p><ul><li style="text-align: left;"><span>1.<strong> Stay with Me Tonight --- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>2. <strong>Somebody to Love <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>3. <strong>My Destiny <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>4. <strong>明日は来るから (Asu wa Kuru Kara) <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>5. <strong>Rising Sun <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>6.<strong> Begin <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>7.<strong> Sky <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>8. <strong>Miss You <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>9.<strong> &ldquo;O&rdquo; -正・反・合 <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>10. <strong>Step by Step <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>11.<strong> Choosey Lover <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>12.<strong> Lovin&#39; You <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>13.<strong> Summer Dream <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>14.<strong> Shine <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>15.<strong> Purple Line <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>16.<strong> Forever Love <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>17. <strong>Last Angel w/ Kumi Koda <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>18.<strong> Together <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>19.<strong> Together (Cinnamonroll version) <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>20. <strong>Beautiful You <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>21.<strong> どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>22.<strong> 呪文-MIROTIC- <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>23. <strong>Bolero <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>24.<strong> Survivor <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>25.<strong> Kiss the Baby Sky <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>26.<strong> Share the World <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>27.<strong> Stand by U <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>28.<strong> Colors~Melody and Harmony~ <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>29.<strong> BREAK OUT! <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>30.<strong> Toki o Tomete/Stop The Time <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>31.<strong> Why? [Keep Your Head Down] <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>32. <strong>I Don&#39;t Know <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>33.<strong> Superstar <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>34.<strong> B.U.T (BE-AU-TY) <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>35. <strong>Duet <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>36.<strong> Winter Rose <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>37.<strong> STILL <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>38.<strong> Android <strong>--- <span>&hearts; </span></strong></strong></span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span><span>39. <strong>I Know --- </strong></span>&hearts;</span></li><li style="text-align: left;"><span>40. <strong>Catch Me --- </strong>&hearts;</span></li></ul></div>

Sep. 14th, 2013

vintage cool chun

My Store

some of my bigeast stuff
[Sometimes I have rare items like Bigeast stuff.]
Hi, my friends~

I know I'm not so into livejournal, but I often check it for update from my news feeds :p


Right now I want to introduce to you my own store. RED LINE SHOP
Have been running my store since November 2012, I'm glad for feed backs I got.
I hope I can do business well, plus help my cassie friends what they looking for.
Mostly the buyers are local, but nowadays I'm getting confident to take order from overseas too XD

I sell mostly about TVXQ/JYJ stuff.
Official, unofficial/replica, fan-made, brand new and second hand.
Pre-ordered items and ready stock.

Sometimes I have rare items like Bigeast stuff.

Please take a visit and if you have inquiries,
you can just send me message on my LJ,
my store's email (iam.redlineshop@hotmail.com)
or there on facebook page.

My Store Site:
Facebook
Storenvy

See you there~ :D

Jan. 4th, 2013

dbsk bonjour

TVXQ's and JYJ's MVs/PVs Compilation Official/Unofficial Link.

This is random from me, as I don't know what should I post. But I'd like to post something. LOL.
Though this post is random, but I have been planning and doing it for awhile. Still, I'm not done yet completing it.
The reason I'm doing this is because sometimes I found the MV which uploaded at unofficial account has bigger number of views than the official ones. I feel a bit frustrated about this. Why? Well, it's kind of disappointing to be honest, because if you watch the video from the official ones, then your view is counted and it become a plus point.

Nowadays, "views" is an importan proof of someone or something being popular and known. Let's see about PSY's Gangnam Style. He became so famous in almost short periodic of time just from Youtube's views world wide. And you know what, Cassiopeia? WE ARE WORLD WIDE TOO! We are the biggest, loyal, passionate fans with unwavering and undying faith and love. So why can't our boys' MVs being spectacular just as PSY's? Okay, actually we have a history about Mirotic's MV and now just because some asshole being asshole, the very proof and the pride of those MV is been doubted. Even I don't know and couldn't prove it with my own eyes about it. Yeah, I'm new in this fandom. Somehow it makes me, again, so frustrated because I have many things I have to disclosure about DB5K.

Well, my point is Let's invest our time to watch TVXQ's or JYJ's MVs/PVs on their official channel. Listen there often, share them. Spread the love of it.

We don't really need people to acknowledge us as being great fandom, just show them how we've been doing it. ^^

Btw, because some of these list has the unofficial ones (since the official channel didn't/don't upload it yet),
So, if I found or there are the official ones, I'll post it instead later.

Regards,
Mihi.

~~
Music/Promotional Videos of TVXQ and JYJCollapse )

Dec. 6th, 2012

yunjae

Fic (Drabble): Jaejoong is Special

( You are about to view content that may only be appropriate for adults. )

Nov. 30th, 2012

5 stars tvxq

Fic (Drabble): My Dr.Yunho

( You are about to view content that may only be appropriate for adults. )

Nov. 29th, 2012

5 stars tvxq

Fic (Drabble): Long Journey

Author: Mihi
Title: Long Journey
Pairing: YunJae (an OT5 story)
Genre: Angst, Song-Fic, Band-Fic
Rating: G
Length: 1.438 words
Summary: Kimi dake ni aitakatta yo. Itsudatte aitakatta yo.  Ima wa dakishimete iru yo kimi no subete o. Hohoemi o yurushite yo tada bokurano tameni. Kitto kawasu hi ni mata hikari ga sasu kara.

Disclaimer: I only own this plot, and some of it is fiction according the reality and how I wish my imagination could be true =p


long journey


~~~

[いつだって君に Itsudatte Kimi ni To you, always]いつだって君に

Itsudatte Kimi ni

To you, always



君だけに逢いたかったよ

Kimi dake ni aitakatta yo

You are the only one I missed



There is only one man in my eyes, in my heart.
There is only one love in my life, in my world.
I wish my voice get to reach him somehow.


~

いつだって逢いたかったよ

Itsudatte aitakatta yo

Always wanted to see you



“Jaejoong-hyung,” Junsu looks worry. “Please don’t punish yourself more than this”
Looking his hyung so broken and lifeless is the most painful after-event from all this lawsuit. His hyung only love is now nowhere to be in sight, nor can be contacted. Maybe it’s the price that he must pay for the justice of his and his teammates. Though Yunho and Changmin should be in this too, but he understand what made them to backing off in the last minutes. He too damn know Yunho so well, his heart bursting in despair and hopelessness. Changmin still there with Yunho as Jaejoong’s request. Jaejoong knew this is only his selfishness, but he couldn’t leave Yunho alone there. He is so thankful to Changmin, his only soulfighter is the best to his very request without even give a damn emotion and can still think as rational as possible in this whole polemic.

“I’m okay, Junsu-ah.” His smile looks so tired, his eyes looks sad, but he tries his best to convince his dongsaeng to not worry him too much. But of course with his state now Junsu can’t be convinced. “I want to finish this one song I work, then I promise you I’ll go to sleep immediately.”

“Okay. Just don’t push yourself too hard.” Junsu’s voice full of concern, Jaejoong feel sorry for worry his dongsaeng of all people. “Yoochun will spank my butt and blame me of not reminding you to get a rest when he comeback and still see you lack of sleep like this.” Junsu tries to enlighten Jaejoong’s mood as he sees his hyung looks so sorry.

“I won’t push my self too hard” Jaejoong says as he give reassuring smile to Junsu. ‘I wish I could’ He can’t promise though. Keeping himself busy with new project and all bullshit of lawsuit is his only way to distract himself to think and to keep worrying Yunho and Changmin’s well-being. He knew it wouldn’t be easy, but he couldn’t give up either.


~

今は抱きしめてい
るよ 君のすべてを
Ima wa dakishimete iru yo kimi no subete o
I’m keeping your everything in my embrace



After a whole night without sleep, Jaejoong drowns his exhausted body for whole day. When the purpleline of sky’s painted, he wakes up with sore neck and headache. It is obviously bad for his healthy. With narrow eyes which are trying to subside the drowsiness, he sits up and head to bathroom. He need to refresh his body and mind.

As he turn on the shower, letting the cold water pour on his head to his toe, Jaejoong finally can relax. The cold water always could make him feel calm whenever he needed it, just like now. His state of mind was kind of a mess last night. He tried to get rid of all unpleasant feelings and thoughts from his heart and mind, distract them with worn out himself. It’s already a year of the lawsuit, yet the preferable outcome is still no where can be made.

His cold-after-bath body is comfortable and refreshing. facing the mirror, he looks at his naked upper body reflection. Wet blond hair, thick eyebrows, brown doe eyes, a bit black circle beneath his eyes, flush cheeks, plump lips, milky skin, and black printed words tattoo. The tattoo once he made right after the separation. He touches his tattoo on his heart spot, reading it through mirrored word.

“Always Keep The Faith,” sad yet proud smile painted on his handsome face.
He spins, trying to look at the back of his shoulder bone tattoos.
‘TVfXQ SOUL’

TVXQ is everything to himand all his bandmates. The only reason of each of them hold it dear till know is because they cherish all their memories of struggles and achievements in their heart. Those memories is too precious to be forgotten. They made them how they are now, maturing them. TVXQ gave them more to reason life. Jaejoong will never abandon them. He still watch over the name of TVXQ in his soul.


~

微笑みを許してよ ただ僕らのために

Hohoemi o yurushite yo tada bokurano tameni

Please forgive our smiles, they are just for our own



The five of them understood it well what’s going to happen when they decided to choose this path. There will be uproar, worries, tears and maybe resentment. No one knew what will happen exactly, yet  they just have to going through this for now. They understand that this chaotic will know no end and eventually fans’ faith and patience will reach its edge someday, yet they can only hope that Cassiopeia will understand and support them through these harsh time. That’s why Jaejoong and Yoochun embroider their silent request to the fans in their heart, ‘Always Keep The Faith’.

The Thanksgiving was a success. Jaejoong, Junsu and Yoochun sang with all their heart as thanks and apologies to BigEast and Cassiopeia. Through ‘W’ and ‘Itsudatte Kimi Ni’ all emotion, the desperation of lawsuit; exhaustion of mind and body; longing for his faraway teammates; the grateful and sorry to fans, was poured. They can’t be more demanding than now, they are so thankful to have such warm ‘family’. Yes, BigEast and Cassiopeia is their family since forever. And family won’t ever betray each other, so do they. As tears began to fall down, Jaejoong can’t really held back. Overwhelming feelings content his heart. Junsu and Yoochun not too different, but he can see them held back quite good. Sigh. How he wish he could too.


~

きっと交わす日に また光が射すから

Kitto kawasu hi ni mata hikari ga sasu kara

The light should stream when we can smile once again



Right after the mini album ‘The…’ completed, once again an obstacle tackled the three of them. The company in Japan won’t let them to do activities anymore. It is said that a matter of lawsuit with the Korean company must settle first, until then they can’t do activities in Japan. It feels like a backstab, but they can’t do anything about it. They are still powerless.

“Shit!”

“Yoochun-ah, calm down” Jaejoong can see madness in his soulmate feature.

“Oh God! One by one. They are so sly!” Junsu is so furious like anybody never ever imagine he could be.

Jaejoong is mad too, but it’s no good to bursting his emotion around his furious teammates right now. He need to be calm as the eldest. He need to say something to ease and give a soothing statement to say that everything will be fine to them. But he can’t. His mind is going blank. In this state, usually their leader, Jung Yunho, is needed. His leadership can always made them feel secure and think that they can go through all of it. But he is not around to be found right now. He feels hopeless.

“Jae, I have this mind for awhile,” suddenly Yoochun give out an idea. “How about we try Amerika?” Jaejoong and Junsu eyes become wider. “We can’t do in Korea nor Japan, we should try western. There will be no SM’s influence to block our way. There is freedom!” Yoochun says as a matter of fact.

“I think it’s a good idea.” Junsu cries out a happy-dolphin-voice.

“Well, I don’t see any objection.” Jaejoong shrugs, and smile to Yoochun as agreement.

This path is always be their dream since forever and now they are going to reach it somehow. Still don’t know how it can work, but it’ll no hurt to try. Their unspoken promise to all their ‘family’ is ‘all gonna be okay.’ So, now is not the time to misery. They have to move on in order to survive, in order to fulfill their promises. Promises to Yunho and Changmin, and Cassiopeia and BigEast. They are still looking forward to the day they can on one stage just like how it should be, the five of them.


~~~end(?)~~~



A/N: I wrote this long time ago...ummm not too long actually. On August 2, 2012.
I wrote this in attempt to unleash my ability to write and make a tale...a story.

It's so short. LOL. I KNOW. I'm still terrible at plotting and arrange my ideas into it is like a mess *sigh*
still long way to go for me. That's why I only try to doodle what I have in mind for the time being XD
Since I'm still lacking at longer plot, even for one-shot I don't have confidence to make it. :\
So, that's why I try to make drabble instead ^^
This way I'll learn how to organize my ideas, arrange plots and make good story step by step :")

And...
After
the news about the final of legal dispute between JYJ and SM...I have
an urge to post this fic of mine. I don’t know what to think anymore. We
all know that now JYJ will not back to SM (not that I want them to) and
they are legally not TVXQ anymore.
Okay... we must accept this fact.
But!
I don't care what people or stans say, for me JYJ (Jaejoong Yoochun and Junsu) will always be a part of TVXQ.
It doesn't mean that we don't respect either JYJ and curent TVXQ in their respective group now.

It's just that,
THAT IS THE FACT FROM THE VERY BEGINNING.

The 5 of them who is the reason of my smile, my laugh, my pain heart, my sadness and my madness.
So, for me TVXQ will always contain the name of Yunho Jaejoong Yoochun Junsu and Changmin.

Deal with it.

comment is welcome. Though I don't really expect that there will be any reader for my suck drabble. LOL.
I hope I can receive some feedback so I can develop my writing more XD
I'm planning to make this drabbles as series...but still have no idea what kind of story it will be..keke
Ah! and I'm sorry for bad English and error grammars, un-beta-ed :p

Long author's note is long, please excuse me ^^
Love you all~ muach~

Aug. 28th, 2012

vintage cool chun

Let's Respect Each Other, shall we? We are the same, trying to protect who we love.

[Reposted from duckraddish.wordpress]

(http://duckraddish.wordpress.com/2011/03/29/open-letter-to-cassiopeia-jyj-fans-homin-fans-and-ot5s/)

Dear Cassiopeias, Geminis, Orions, OT5′s, ‘JYJFamily’, ‘HoMin fans’, or whatever you wish to be called,

 

Please read the following with open eyes, and open hearts. Save your comments until you’ve read, and the words have sunk in.

None of us need reminding of the reason there is a lot of fighting. It’s a painful thing for each of us. But right now, all we’re doing is making it more painful. People have been hurt over this, some people have done the hurting. There is no doubt in my mind, that at some point we have caused the five pain also. I doubt as though they want us to fight.

Right now our fandoms have a very bad image. I was talking to a friend of mine who used to be a fan of TVXQ, but hasn’t been since the fans started fighting. She became extremely embarrassed to see the things being said. She’s a dedicated VIP and E.L.F, and she told me that… the fandom, Cassiopeia, Gemini, Orion– whatever you want to call us– have an extremely bad image. People think we’re rabid, and antisocial. They think we can’t have an adult debate and conversation, they think we can’t accept opinions, get over people who we don’t agree with, and move on.

They are right.

Because right now, as a collective, the fandom seems like a group of five year olds at a birthday party, fighting over who gets to play with the only toy.

Cassiopeia, where is your pride? You, we, are a powerful fanbase. The biggest in the world. Once upon a time, we were respected. Where is our pride, when a lot of Cassies, won’t admit they are Cassies? Where is our warm family that used to love each other? When they cried, we cried, whey smiled and laughed, we smiled and laughed. Where are the fond memories we have? And please understand, loving all five is hard for some people these days so they can not be forced to love that which their heart does not!

JYJ Fans, where are your manners? And your grown up attitudes? You’re on the hard end of the fight, to win you have to grow up and learn how to have adult, civilised conversations and debates. Life is one big debate, if you cry and get angry over tiny little things… then you’re not going to get very far. You react so fiery to even the smallest of comments and that makes things worse. Sometimes, you have to know when it is better to keep quiet than it is to speak up. Stop reacting to every little thing– you want to protect the three, we know that, but you embarrass yourselves as much as you do the rest of us!

HoMin fans, where are your hearts? We understand you are in pain, no one wants you to be in pain. We’re all in pain, but that’s no reason to lash out at us, or at JYJ. We know you feel betrayed and confused, we all feel betrayed and confused. But we have more in common than you would think. You don’t have to support JYJ, but it would be nice if both sides of fans could get along and set a good example. You want HoMin to succeed right? They won’t unless you show a good example for new fans.

Ot5 fans. What do I say here? You often take things too far. You’re upset too, we know. We’re in pain also. We have cried, but we have gotten back up. Life will knock you down, but you can chose to get back up. Did you not once say you would support all five? Have you forgotten that? Maybe you don’t like JYJ, maybe you don’t like HoMin either, maybe you only like TVXQ. That’s fine, but please stop hurting both sides. And please note, yelling inappropriate things at concerts and interviews is just disrespectful and childish.

We all want them to succeed, but how can they when we can’t support them? When we’re divided by fighting, we can’t focus on them. When we have so many hateful things in our hearts, how can you truly love them?

I’m not saying for an instant that either side is right, and I’m not saying either side is wrong. The lawsuit is not our burden, and none of us know the full truth– and we will probably never, ever know the full truth. All we can do is listen to our hearts, smile and support those we love.

We don’t have to support all five, and we don’t have to be best of friends. But can we not get along? Why must we fight? There is enough fighting out in that cold, harsh world. How do we cope if we’re fighting with friends who we once embraced and cried with?

We’re all as much to blame as the people sitting across from us! Please understand that not one of you is right, and not one of you is wrong. You’re standing up for something you love, and that’s a beautiful thing– but when it’s at the cost of other people’s feelings, surely you understand it’s best to… take a break?

Right now we have to accept the likelihood of five ever being one again is very low. We can keep hoping, and we can keep the faith, but we have to accept that this whole thing probably goes deeper than what we understand and see. Stop trying to punish each other for their choices, and stand back and let them get on with what they want to. Time is the best healer, it really is, but for wounds to heal, they also need air. Take some steps back, stop trying to stop the growth of the others. In time, things will become easier. For now we just have to accept that… things are as they are, but we can make it easier now if we stop fighting.

We have the rights to support who we want to support, but we do not have the rights to make another person suffer for the things their heart tells them. In no way am I saying to gloss over the whole thing with fake smiles! But please understand that if you’re in pain, so are others.

I know it’s futile saying these things, because no one will listen, or they will just attack me for saying these things, but I have to get them off my chest. If even one person steps back for a bit and realizes how much of our pain, is inflicted by our fighting, then I will be happy.

Yours faithfully,

A Cassiopeia who misses a lot of her friends.

-Hope to the End and Always Keep the Faith

[PLEASE REPOST AND SHARE THIS. IT IS SOMETHING THAT NEEDS TO BE SAID.]

credits to TiaraL and to the owner

@ Asianfanfics Blog

Keep calm and Always Keep The Faith eternally
Keep calm and support each other.

Keep calm and don&apos;t make them cry.
Keep calm and support them

Aug. 27th, 2012

vintage cool chun

Pro YUNJAE! No YunBoa!

SAY NO TO WGM YUNBOA Petition | GoPetition
Link  ---->  http://www.gopetition.com/petitions/say-no-to-wgm-yunboa.html

Aug. 25th, 2012

vintage cool chun

Faith and No end waiting...honestly...tiresome.

I know it’s not so wise choice to make my first post on my LJ account. Not that I mind that no one will read it though. But I just found it amusing to filling my journal with such teary and broken heart writing.

Through this month I figured out many talented and awesome author of fanfiction at DBSK’s fandom, especially yunjae. Thus, from their masterpieces, I can learn many things. About yunjae themselves, about love, about life, about friendship, about faith, about how I can get inspired and motivated to write my own fic(s) from reading them, and about how much I love my dongbang-boys.

DBSK-The Secret Code Live 25- Love In The Ice _FINALE_.flv_000322781
My proud brothers
DBSK-The Secret Code Live 25- Love In The Ice _FINALE_.flv_000405072

Today, just because I want to show my little brother DBSK’s Love In The Ice and Bolero, I watched their Secret Code Concert video. So, I directly watched the last part when they sang Love In The Ice.

At first I feel so blissful to be able to listen again their marvelous voice and harmony… and minutes...no, seconds later, just after a sentence of lyric is being sung, I got goosebumps and my heart clenched. I feel tears tickled at the edge of my eyes.

I just wonder… how can the most perfect team got divided like now? Who should I be ‘thanking’ for this situation to happen? *sigh*

Yeah, sometimes I can be such an emo person. But for longing over dongbang-boys, the image of their five formation, is long not really bothering my mind. Not that I don’t want them to reunited, not that… it’s only I’m trying to be thankful to God as how they are now. They are healthy. They are success. They are smiling. They are loved. They are handsome. (okay, not that I should mention the last one, huh? ^^;)

But while I were watching they sang Love In The Ice, again, I found something’s missing..and lacking. We can’t find those scenes nor those harmonies at the moment, not recently. Those realizations stroke me right at my inner thought and heart.

How come situation like now can occur? Will it be like this forever? Will I find no where the possibility of their harmony ever again?

Now I’m in this state of mind.

I don’t know if I can say that I still keep my faith… if I should say, I don’t really give any hope at the moment. But I’m not saying that I don’t wait for their comeback. So, how should I put in word this kind of mind?

Sometimes I can blame JYJ, sometimes I can blame HoMin, and sometimes I can blame the third parties.

These struggles, if I can say honestly, are tiring. To keep track of both, the divided team. To stay with the same faith as once I have at the first time. To love them equally (because now I have tendency). But I still love them no matter what. I just too proud of them. it’s impossible to ignore or abandoning them because the love I have for them can be regarded like the affection to my own brother, my family. And I will never betray my family.

I just hate it when I can’t see my brothers’ smiling in the same frame of picture at the present.

The thought that my brothers are not contacting each other, or worst, hate each other is killing me inside. I can’t imagine it, yet the thought won’t leave me. Since they are not really giving any reassurance word or statement anymore, I’m still worried that it may be true. Well, hints and clues are spotted, but still I find myself can’t be convinced yet.

Again, I won’t betray my family. Thus, I won’t side whichever stan no matter what. If people may find my tendency, please understand that I’m still a hopeless human with wavering heart. I’m not perfect.

But you know what?

I know my other family, my fellow Cassiopeia, is always there. Straightening bond together, holding faith together, wiping tears of each other, and giving strength to the weakened heart like me. =)

That’s why I believe I won’t be alone. I still can find the source for what I’m lacking around them. the place where I can find my faith again if I somehow lose them.

Always keep the faith.

i know it would be worth it

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